Hey guys, Dimeswag here. So here might be my last post about this "girl". I don't know. I plan on going ice skating with a group of friends (including her) so that I can get her alone and tell her how I feel. I am not sure it's the right choice though. I don't think she likes me. She never talks to me, never replies to anything I say, no input, just a whole lot of reject. She never started a conversation with me. Never said hi. Its not that she is shy, I am sure of that. If she was shy she would be trying to spend time with me at a distance. Putting her group conveniently where I am, not at all. Sometimes when I try to get closer she ends up moving away, I don't think she is trying to be rude or anything but it never ends on a happy note. Shy girls don't run away from their crush. Which is why I am not her crush obviously. I try to let her know I am there but she ignores me or switches targets to one of her friends or one of mine. (scrawny white kid or athletic smart asian) I am not a body builder, nor am I as smart as them but I am not skinny and whiter than sour cream or smart and athletic ( who knew that that could happen) but I can still punch a few teeth out and solve some math. Nevertheless she just plain ignores me. I say hi and then she says hi, but also looks away with a "why are you talking to me, when is this (2 second) conversation end!" Sometimes I get really mad when she ignores me, it pissed me off sometimes. I was at lunch and I make an excuse to get something from the lunch line... A spork. I try to engage a conversation with her but her friends catch on. I try to help them carry stuff to their table. Her friends say yeah sure but she says no... Frankly, I don't give a sh*t about your friends at the moment and you say no... So now I am stuck carrying their lunch but you decide to go solo. Let me carry your lunch to the table, please. I just want to be nice to her. I feel a bit protective of her sometimes. Even though she doesn't care. I bet she forgets my name sometimes. I am really mad at her because I am pretty sure she doesn't like me and and is doing a good job of showing it. I even got a manila folder and tapped her head (lightly) like "Wake up, I am right here!" it was crowded so she would think it was accidental but she replied "well that was rude". When she said that I felt that she hated me or something. I still like her don't get me wrong. I think I might tell her how I feel but I am sure that won't change her mind about the way she feels about me.
-Love Dimeswag (No Homo)
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