Can i get a rain check?

Hey guys, Dimeswag here. Monday was boring as hell. Same as always. School after a long awaited weekend being over. Mondays are not always the most auspicious day of the week but most of us manage to get by. Anyways at school my friend AKA this "girl" was absent on Monday. At the end if the day we took notes that I knew she would need the next day. I thought about her so I decided to write in my very best handwriting (which looks like sh*t by the way) I had doubts that she would
think it was bad, but she needed the notes and I sure as hell wasn't letting someone else giving her notes, if it wasn't me then it was nobody. I wanted to make sure it was me handing her the notes. And after that school day was over after made sure nothing happened to her paper. I should have used a sheet protector now that I think about it. Today (Tuesday) i wait until the right time to hand it to her, untillnthere is time for us to have a conversation that didn't consist of "here are the notes you missed yesterday". I handed them to her during math. We didn't do much in math (not that I remember :P) so here comes the fun part. I hand it to her and say " here are the notes you missed yesterday". Then I turned around and face-palmed with with my head down low. I am dumb. After that disappointment I remembers that me and my friends had plans to go ice skating later that day and my friend (who is acquainted with her) was supposed to ask her if she would go. He never did. No one ever did end up going, we cancled it. I had plans and things I was going to do. I was going to wait until we were all together then I was going to ask her to skate around a lap with our arms locked, and talk about (insert topic here). Maybe build up a mutual relationship with her. Nothing too serious. I was looking forward to it. But there was a chance she would have said no, or something like "naw I'll just stay here for a while". Maybe if I was lucky we would hold hands if she didn't know how to skate. but so far that hasn't happened yet. TBA. It will probably never happen, but maybe that's just me and my hoplessness talking.
-Love Dimeswag (No Homo)