Hey guys, Dimeswag here. I am such an idiot, I thought I could get this girl. But she doesn't give me the time of day... And what makes me mad is that I don't know why. She is the nicest person I have met. And she doesn't hate anyone. The way she acts around other guys is totally different around me. Maybe its because she knows I like her and she thinks it's weird or something. But she constantly gets reminded. Not o ly be her friends but mine as well. Ok so it was cold outside, I had a skully (beanie, :P) and "she" was oh so cold. I thought that (since she likes hats) she might appreciate me "beanie" so I go " you look really cold, do you want my beanie?" after I got no response,as usual (like I am talking to a brick wall) my dumbass friend goes "hey (insert name here) do you want Dimeswag's penie?" making the word penie sound as close as it can to penis (pardon my French) ... How more mature could he be, i mean really? C'mon. as if she didn't already know I liked her, way deep inside her head I know she forgot already. She just had to bothered in a vulgar disgusting way that involved my name and thus said word. Later that day I was dosed off in math class... Teacher goes " what are you daydreaming about? I bet it was a girl" she was only joking of course but my so called friend says "oh yeah! I know who it was" then he does the cough under his breath and says the name. And she was right behind him. But the cough under his breath was so clear that I could hear every syllable, every letter. I am only calling it a cough only to make myself feel better. What a Smart cookie he is. He is really getting on my nerves now. That day wasn't the only day somthing like that happened either. During a school event outside i try to go converse with her. She doesn't pay attention. Her friends think i am cool though. She doesn't say a word to me. So my other friend comes along and goes lets go ask her if she wants to have a "party" with us... My reaction is"are you serious! Leave me out of it!" "don't say that to her!" so they still go up and say "do you wanna have (insert disgusting term here) with Dimeswag?". -_- so instead of leaving me out they left me the only one in it. Shr replies with a startled "what?!" so my friend repeats the question again... *face palm. Why the heck would you say that. I really dislike when people involve me in stuff like that. I don't care who it is. walked away and pray to god that that did not just happen. Her friends asked if we were going out and how we would be a cute couple. I was still ten feet away and progressing my distance in despair. I need to make a self note next time...
*Make better friends (preferenly appropriate minded)
I have decided to realize that there is no use in trying anymore. I am done liking her because what's the point is she doesn't care for what you have to say. Maybe she does. I am not friend zoned are hated. Just ignored.
The limerence is still present but "she" is giving it no where to go.
-Love New
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