Waves.

Lately I've been rather emotionally unstable. Recent events and occurrences have ended in either rather heated discussion, some sort of pain being distributed, or a loss of my own mental character. What I mean is, I've been hurting people I usually don't enjoy hurting.

This post is targeted at the folks who are really happy right now, like at a high in their life when everything is fine. Peaceful even.
Moving on.

OKAY I'm not trying to sound harsh or anything but expect to be put down in a very very hard manner. I can say this because its happened to me on multiple occasions. If the thought "huh, I haven't been in much trouble lately" crosses your mind; someone is about to rustle your jimmies. Watch out Gotham city, Batman's gone missing.

I know this is really short and kind of pointless, and I'm kind of just typing to vent a bit, but really. If you expect something bad is going to happen it really cushions the impact a lot better than being blindsided. Its alot like an ocean wave, it gets bigger and bigger much like a wave of happiness then BAM. The wave crashes and your left with a mix of bubbling emotions that wash up on the shore in a matter of seconds.

And in a way this also goes vice versa. If you are really down and emotionally shattered. (That was actually supposed to be distressed but it auto corrected shattered and it kind of fits.) Expect the next wave to be coming in. The more time it takes to build up the stronger the wave, so hang in there. "Once your at your low you can't go much lower, but you've got all the space in the world above you to reach your highest mountain"

Thats all.
Mushroom~.

Yeah.

I haven't posted in a while. It's like a downtime in life for me and I dont have much to say. Yeah. It's kind of slow.

I'm not sure what to say, I don't have anything really entertaining or deep to share. But what does feel amazing is finding someone you really do feel you like after not liking anybody for a long time.

Cliffhanger!
-Andrew

Breast feeding in public?

Hey guys, Dimeswag here. This may be a shorter post but I am going to discuss it anyway. I went to the store and found a chubby woman breast feeding her child... On a bench in front of everyone. I don't know if that is accepted in society or what but I saw it. She didn't have a cloth to cover her while she was feeding her baby. The baby was sucking away on her exposed nipple. I mean maybe if she was prettier I wouldn't be complaining but it was not a sight I was used to. Is that a mother thing? Just doing it in public?

If your going to breast feed, do it in private.
No one wants to see your soggy boobies being sucked by an infant.

Unless your hot  ;) wait nope still gross.

- Love New

In Which I Am Done Fantasizing

Hey guys, Dimeswag here. I am such an idiot, I thought I could get this girl. But she doesn't give me the time of day... And what makes me mad is that I don't know why. She is the nicest person I have met. And she doesn't hate anyone. The way she acts around other guys is totally different around me. Maybe its because she knows I like her and she thinks it's weird or something. But she constantly gets reminded. Not o ly be her friends but mine as well. Ok so it was cold outside, I had a skully (beanie,  :P) and "she" was oh so cold. I thought that (since she likes hats) she might appreciate me "beanie" so I go " you look really cold, do you want my beanie?" after I got no response,as usual (like I am talking to a brick wall) my dumbass friend goes "hey (insert name here) do you want Dimeswag's penie?" making the word penie sound as close as it can to penis (pardon my French) ... How more mature could he be, i mean really? C'mon. as if she didn't already know I liked her, way deep inside her head I know she forgot already. She just had to bothered in a vulgar disgusting way that involved my name and thus said word. Later that day I was dosed off in math class... Teacher goes " what are you daydreaming about? I bet it was a girl" she was only joking of course but my so called friend says "oh yeah! I know who it was" then he does the cough under his breath and says the name. And she was right behind him. But the cough under his breath was so clear that I could hear every syllable, every letter. I am only calling it a cough only to make myself feel better. What a Smart cookie he is. He is really getting on my nerves now. That day wasn't the only day somthing like that happened either. During a school event outside i try to go converse with her. She doesn't pay attention. Her friends think i am cool though. She doesn't say a word to me. So my other friend comes along and goes lets go ask her if she wants to have a "party" with us... My reaction is"are you serious! Leave me out of it!" "don't say that to her!" so they still go up and say "do you wanna have (insert disgusting term here) with Dimeswag?". -_- so instead of leaving me out they left me the only one in it. Shr replies with a startled "what?!" so my friend repeats the question again... *face palm. Why the heck would you say that. I really dislike when people involve me in stuff like that. I don't care who it is. walked away and pray to god that that did not just happen. Her friends asked if we were going out and how we would be a cute couple. I was still ten feet away and progressing my distance in despair. I need to make a self note next time...

*Make better friends (preferenly  appropriate minded)

I have decided to realize that there is no use in trying anymore. I am done liking her because what's the point is she doesn't care for what you have to say. Maybe she does. I am not friend zoned are hated. Just ignored.

The limerence is still present but "she" is giving it no where to go.

-Love New